Faith

I don't know why but someones faith has helped me to feel ok about surgery tomorrow.

We dropped of K at her friends and her mother was talking to me about Kabbalah and did a blessing for me and tied a Kabbalah red string around my left wrist and said some blessings and gave me a hug. It made me feel good that she believed her faith would protect me.

I'm glad we chose for K to stay at this friends house. I felt really good dropping K off there tonight and though I will miss her tonight I will have her climb into bed with me tomorrow night when I get home. I don't know what it is about a child and their love that can make you feel good when you're down, in pain, etc.

I'm going to take a shower, maybe get a bite of some food, and then off to bed. I have to be at the hospital bright and early at 8:30 AM.